Unwanted

You held me above the moonlight

Held me tight across the ocean

The ropes were not there

You were guiding me to the light instead

You beheld my love

And you created me a soul 

Something I could live for

Something I would admire

Something with such lust and desire

I could feel the realness

I could feel it all rushing though my blood

I breathe.

Suddenly your bitterness

Clasps my body 

In a morbid fatal suffocating coat of such hate

And throws me away

Like I was nothing

Love is lost and never again can I be safe

I feel the touchier

I feel the pain I bury my heart in sickness and am enslaved 

I drown my heart and capture my fear

Suck my blood red tears and bleed for all eternal years