Friday, September 23, 2011

His Creation




He took her face gently
lowered his lips to hers,
breathing lif into her,
completing her
Their Love. Passions intermingled
leaving both breathless, vibrant, alive
He breathed deep into her
filling her with his love
And so they melded together
One life, One heart, One being
And Became till after time ended

A Cliche

is what we also say
when we're too lazy
to find another way

and so we say

warm as toast
quiet as a  mouse
slow as molasses
quick as a wink

Think.

Is toast the warmest thing you know?
Think again, it might now be so
Think again, it might be even snow,
a lazy shawl of new-fallen snow!

Listen to that mouse go!
Scutting and clawing, nibbling and pawing
A mouse can speak of only a squeak

Is a mouse the quietest thing you know?
Think again, it might not be so.

Think again, it might be a shadow
quiet as a shadow
quiet as growing grass
quiet as a  pillow or looking glass

Slow as molasses
quick as a wink
before you say so,
take time to think!

Note: Here is a poem i came across and judging by my style of writing must have been about 5-6..i don't remember writing it and not even sure it's mine... but must be as i wrote songs and poems from 3..shit, rhyming again  lol
it was with some papers that my grandmother had given me from when i was little and this one was evidently thrown away and she saved it.. seems as if a rough draft. i would have focused and questioned each and every line....so perhaps it was simply a rough draft...

Love's Hunger



Looking at my shadow
Crying all night alone
Where do I start? I don't know
I have nowhere to go
I start to feel the tingle, pain
As the blood begins to trickle
They, my victim, just lying there
Unconscious, lack of feeling
Incapable of emotion, with dead eyes
A sudden rush comes over me
My thirst, my hunger
Leaving all guilt and shame
It is not human, only my food
My sweet sating need
I feel your presence
As if my heart touched
There you stand, naked Soul showing
Telling me "time to depart, My Love"
No matter how hard i tried,
I could not pull away from my prey
The pain even worse,
My thirst overwhelming
You walk towards me and bend
Brushing away it's hair
You look at me lovingly and tell me
"Feed, My Beloved, I will on the next"
My fangs glisten in the moonlight
Jaw dropping wide as they lower
Ripping the supple, soft flesh
I taste the essence on my tongue, my lips
My need overcomes me
As I feel you holding back my hair
Ripping off a piece, I kiss you
Placing it in your controlled
Though hungry mouth
I hear you moan as flesh and tongue
Enter your mouth and We play with the morsel
You direct me back to the feast
I feed till it's drained
Me, gasping and moaning, euphoric
Looking up at you, I see Your hunger
You help me stand, rising to you
Leaning in, you lick my lips
I part them happily, feeling your need
For the essence and myself
I allow it to rise within my throat
Flowing into yours as a slow fountain
As you wrap your arms around me
My passion rises, heat burning
We dig our nails into each other's back
Flaying flesh through clothing
Our need, want of each other increases
You lay me down gently beside it,
Naked in it's aromatic blood
We embrace, covering ourselves in it
We share in Our love's sweet ecstasy
Look into each other's eyes
Whispers of "I Love You" cut through the air
We stand, readying for the next feeding
Hand in hand, heart to heart, Soul to soul...

Haunted

In a far land
Through the gloomy wood
Opens an entrance
To where a dark castle stood

The dark castle

Covered in ivy
All air is dead
It's not very lively

The only life in the castle
Is by the front door
Where the prince stands
On the dusty old floor

Running over the floor
To find his true love
Little does he know
Her spirit is above

Creeping up the swirling stairs 
Behind the heavy door
He sees her lying on the bed
There she will lay forever-more

There she lay all pale and white
He held her hand with true loves grip
He took a dagger to his throat
Always together they will sit.

Lost Childhood

Standing in the park alone
Shadows start to surround me
Leaves rustle as the cold wind blows
My soul shivers silently

The swings creak and the trees sway

My breath turns to smoke, I am frozen still 
The cold hand of the wind touches my cheek
I see a fox, a hunter, ready to kill
Dark memories come creeping back
How was it that you could have left me?
Rain falls heavily; I remember getting wet
The deep puddles lay like a dead sea 

No one here to catch my fallen tears,
I was left all alone,
The glittering moon lights up the park,
Yet my soul is left in darkness

All you can feel on this cold, windy night,
Is the darkness creeping in, 
Can you hear the faint laughter of children having fun?
Running and playing; watch them grin.

Love's Blood

Lurking in the shadows
Thirsting for life
Come unto me
Take my soul into yours

Let me love you eternaly 
As blessed as it may be
I long for the darkness
That burns within your soul 

My vampire
My only love
And to me it was told
That we would be forever

We will be one in the same
Cling me to your breast, My vampire,
So we canshare our love
Or forever be blinded by the light

When I would much rather be left 
With you to prowl the night
Where in the shadows We lurk
Waiting to quench Our thirst

For the blood that glows red
And runs in mortal veins
Of filth ridden people
Who We prey on in the dark

Please take me
My One Love, my vampire
So I may know,
No matter how beastly, We love

Death's Reprieve

Tormented by pain
And emotions abundant
The sun, its light beams
Burning my eyes, Life

But a slice from the razor
And stab from the dagger
To the wrist or the heart
Neither matter

A taste of death
And the ecstasy
From the shadows bring relief
With cold flesh no longer bleeding

Peace comes with it
Save me from the pain
The searing light
Life brings

A blade through my ribs
My final reprieve
But too bad it's nothing more
Then a hopeful dream

Peace, please to end the pain
No, the end can't come that way
I'll have to remain
Or be sent to live all over again

Unwanted

You held me above the moonlight
Held me tight across the ocean
The ropes were not there
You were guiding me to the light instead
You beheld my love
And you created me a soul 
Something I could live for
Something I would admire
Something with such lust and desire
I could feel the realness
I could feel it all rushing though my blood
I breathe.
Suddenly your bitterness
Clasps my body 
In a morbid fatal suffocating coat of such hate
And throws me away
Like I was nothing
Love is lost and never again can I be safe
I feel the touchier
I feel the pain I bury my heart in sickness and am enslaved 
I drown my heart and capture my fear
Suck my blood red tears and bleed for all eternal years

Stranger In The Mirror

Sometimes i stare,
Stare at my mirror,
i see this person,
This person who i dont know,
i see this sad,
This sad, lonely girl,
She has these scars,
Scars on her wrists, 
In her eyes there is,
There is lost hope,
She seems lonesome,
Lonesome and scared,
Scared of the world,
The world can be so harsh,
It seems so unfair,
Unfair and cruel...
This girl,
She has these bruises, 
These bruises up her arm,
i see these tears,
These tears coming down,
Coming down her cheek,
Tears of sorrow,
Tears of depression...
She can't stand it,
Stand it anymore,
She has to be strong,
Yet she looks so weak,
This girl is staring,
Staring back at me,
i recognize her now...
She knows me too,
i should know her better,
But i dont...
Sometimes i hate this girl,
Sometimes i cant stand her, 
i'm watching this girl now...
Watching this girl fade slowly away...

Mind's Entrapment

I pray for night to take it's toll,
So I can leave this entrapment,
This human mortal penitentiary
A curse to stay here,
Every hour, every day,
The cycle that ends only brings on more pain,
This life I have chosen, what good did it bring? 
This life I have lived, what song did it sing?
A poor and wishful prayer for death,
A dark symphony of screams and tears,
These four walls, confining me,
Hiding me from the true world,
Cradling me, in a bed of lies, 
Only at night, I briefly get away,
To the truth, until the break of day,
And once again, you come to see me,
Pretending to be
What you want me to see,
But you don't know I figured you out,
You don't know i'm onto you, 
Get away!
Or I'll slash, I'll bleed you throughout 
But no one will hear me in this dream,
I realize now this place is my entrapment,
It is my mind, my worst fear,
to be caged, wings and innocence ripped away,
Whisked from my dream into the endless night, consumed by flames,
I watch with breath drawn,
Smothered in the washing waves of everlasting immunity,
But then I awaken, to the nightmare of life,
And once again, 
Watch myself
Die, drowning in your lies.

Ode To My Murderer

Laying awake and silent
Lingering into the night
Tormented by all and everyone
Cast away from every light

It is they who are killing
My murderers in bloom
Am I not to be accepted? 
Or shall this be my doom?

Tear a page out of this book
This life; this worthless thought
Take one look at my story inside
My soul that you never caught

At least I have a soul
However torn that it may be 
And what do you have? Nothing.
Nothing that I can see.

So I shall stay with my darkened fate
And laugh as you take my life
Because to end this soul; this book; this thought
Takes more than a hand with a knife.