How Much

Another morning with a tear soaked pillow
Another day of drudgery
Another morning of pasting on this fake smile
Another day of acting as if everything is fine
How much longer must I wear this mask
How much longer will I have to wait
How much pain do I have to endure
How much hell do I have to tolerate
I love you with all that I am
I love you with all that I ever will be
I love you till after the end of time
I can't let these hounds of hell chase me anymore
I can't let this pain consume me any longer
I wish to cut out my heart
Just to see if it's still beating
I can't live like this
I can't live...
I need u with me
I need to be at your side
I need you
So, how much...