Time and Time Again

Time and time again I allow you to do it
Time and time again you strike me with your sharpened dagger
Time and time again the cold, black fluid seeps
from what used to be my heart, thick and smelling of decay
The blood continues to flow from the wounds you gave to me
From where you once loved to live
Time and time again I allow you to kill me
Time and time again I allow you to hurt me
Time and time again I allow you to stab me
with your dagger of so-called love
Time and time again I sit here waiting for you,
longing for you, praying for you
Yet time and time again you refuse to take me into your consideration
Time and time again I await any word;
a simple hi, I'm OK, I miss you
Even go to hell would be something
At least I would hear from you
Time and time again my heart is shattered
broken, left bleeding for you
Time and time again I wonder why I'm in this existence
Time and time again I tell myself
soon you'll come to me
then pain will be no more
Time and time again...